Nov 13, 2009

Jatuh Cinta

Aku tahu pasti
Tuhan sedang berbahagia
saat ia menciptakan kamu
Saat tanganNya yang maha kuasa merajut setiap urat, daging, kerangka
dan kulit yang membungkus jasad indahmu
Ia sedang bersuka saat menghembuskan nafas kehidupan pada bilik-bilik jantung mungil milikmu

Dan pastinya malaikat sedang ber ria-ria
saat senyummu dilukiskan dengan sempurna olehNya
Saat kedua bola matamu ditoreh dan diijinkan
menikmati hasil karya yang dashyat di setiap pijakkan bumi

Saat cerita hidupmu Ia rangkum pada telapak tanganNya sendiri
saat bahkan setiap langkah dan hela hidup dari setiap harimu
telah ia pastikan dalam pagar pengasihanNya

Dan saat kamu hadir
Surga meneteskan air mata bahagia dan mungkin
setitik saja rasa iri
Menemaniku dalam gemetar tak percaya menerima kepercayaan
Untuk menjadi perempuan yang akan kau sapa Ibu...

Kamu tahu aku takut...
Kamu tahu aku merasa rapuh dan kelimpahan akan bahagia

Kamu tahu aku jatuh cinta
pada dirimu dan kehidupan kita
Detik ini juga...sampai seterusnya

Oct 21, 2009

Eve Ensler

This is one of my favorite writer. Eve Ensler (born May 25, 1953) is an American playwright, performer, feminist and activist, best known for her play The Vagina Monologues.

From my personal collection


Eve Ensler in 2010

Oct 14, 2009

Hari Ini Saja

Untuk Cinta,
Tolong, hari ini saja...
Jangan datang dulu
Aku harus pergi mengadu dan tak lagi bisa bungkam

Untuk Cinta,
Tolong, hari ini saja...
Jangan timbulkan rasa iba, jangan menjelma lagi menjadi rasa takut
Kemelut dan perih yang membuatku kembali jadi pengecut

Untuk Cinta,
Tolong, hari ini saja...
mengerti bahwa aku belum mau mati
Baik jiwa maupun raga.
Setidaknya bukan dengan cara ini

Untuk Cinta,
Tolong, hari ini saja
Mengerti bahwa
Aku harus mengkhianatimu...

from here 

hubungi :komnasperempuan


Jul 5, 2009

Love letter from God

(I got the printed version from the Church)
You may not know me, but I know everything about you. Psalm 139:1 
I know when you sit down and when you rise up. Psalm 139:2 
I am familiar with all your ways. Psalm 139:3 
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered. Matthew 10:29-31 
For you were made in my image. Genesis 1:27 In me you live and move and have your being. Acts 17:28  For you are my offspring. Acts 17:28
 
I knew you even before you were conceived. Jeremiah 1:4-5 
I chose you when I planned creation. Ephesians 1:11-12  You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book. Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live. Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14 
I knit you together in your mother’s womb. Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born. Psalm 71:6
  

I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me. John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love. 1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you. 1 John 3:1  
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father. 1 John 3:1 
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could. Matthew 7:11 
For I am the perfect father. Matthew 5:48  
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand. James 1:17 
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs. Matthew 6:31-33  
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope. Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love. Jeremiah 31:3  
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. Psalms 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing. Zephaniah 3:17  
I will never stop doing good to you. Jeremiah 32:40   For you are my treasured possession. Exodus 19:5  I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul. Jeremiah 32:41 
And I want to show you great and marvelous things. Jeremiah 33:3  
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29  
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4  
For it is I who gave you those desires. Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine. Ephesians 3:20  
For I am your greatest encourager. 2 Thessalonians 2:16-17 
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4  
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you. Psalm 34:18  
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart. Isaiah 40:11  
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. Revelation 21:3-4  
And I’ll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth. Revelation 21:3-4  
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus. John 17:23  
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed. John 17:26 He is the exact representation of my being. Hebrews 1:3 

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you. Romans 8:31  
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19 J
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled. 2 Corinthians 5:18-19  
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you. 1 John 4:10 
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love. Romans 8:31-32  
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me. 1 John 2:23 
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again. Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I’ll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen. Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father. Ephesians 3:14-15  
My question is…Will you be my child? John 1:12-13 
I am waiting for you. Luke 15:11-32


from fathersloveletter

Apr 11, 2009

Janji Pertemuan dengan Dosa

Mungkin sejenak saja akan aku luangkan
waktu untuk bersapa denganmu malam ini
Di tengah keramaian atau di pucuk sepi yang gamang

Mungkin hanya jentikkan jari saja
Yang akan melegalisir perjanjian kita
Mungkin lembaran kertas yang sering membuat mata hijau itu
akan sekali lagi menganggukan kepalaku

Lalu kau akan bergerak lebih cepat
mengancingkan kemeja setelah terlebih dahulu memutar kedua bola mata
mencari-cari celana yang entah kenapa mendadak berkelana di bawah ranjang sana

Kau pikir alasanku cuma satu
lambung ini terlalu sering mengilangi perih dan asam
Atau aku hanya sekedar rindu hidup dengan harta yang gemilang

Padahal dari setiap janji pertemuan dengan dosa yang kita tepati
aku bukan hanya mendambakan peluk dan gelimang keringat
yang pasti akan kita hasilkan...
Bukan hanya itu

Supaya kau tahu,
Aku mulai melengos cemburu kalau kau bicara di telepon dengan orang-orang yang memang ada dalam kehidupanmu
Aku hanya diam, pura-pura sibuk menghitung uang
Padahal telingaku sibuk menguping pembicaraan

Supaya kau tahu,
Aku mulai ingin kau tetap ada disini sampai timur menampilkan matahari
Bukan hanya karena aku sudah hapal dengan makan malam kesukaanmu
Tapi karena aku mulai membayangkan seperti apa wajahmu di pagi hari

Jadi, buatku ini bukan lagi bisnis semata
Karena aku telah melanggar peraturannya yang paling utama
Walau aku tau aku akan tak bisa mencintaimu dalam kenyataan

Aku punya lebih dari sekedar cerita tentang pendosa
Percayalah




(one day in 2009)

Mar 26, 2009

10 Reasons God created Eve

by steve langille
10. God worried that Adam would always be lost in the garden because men hate to ask for directions.

9. God knew that Adam would one day need someone to hand him the TV remote.

8. God knew that Adam would never buy a new fig leaf when his seat wore out and would therefore need Eve to get one for him.

7. God knew that Adam would never make a doctor's appointment for himself.

6. God knew that Adam would never remember which night was garbage night.

5. God knew that if the world was to be populated, men would never be able to handle childbearing.

4. As "Keeper of the Garden," Adam would never remember where he put his tools.

3. The scripture account of creation indicates Adam needed someone to blame his troubles on when God caught him hiding in the garden.

2. As the Bible says, "It is not good for man to be alone!"

1. When God finished the creation of Adam, He stepped back, scratched His head and said, "I can do better than that."
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