Worthy is The Lamb

I never get to sing this song without bursting my eyes out. If I talk about my love for Him, I could never be always right, as I fail Him in so many ways.

But my dear brothers and sisters in Christ, I would never boast His love for me enough...

Thank You for the cross, Lord. Thank You for the price You paid.

Happy Good Friday, everyone.

Three's a Charm; More Friends

Cindy and I. We met at a party on my first year in Bali. A year-and a-half later, I joined the company Cindy is working at and our friendship gone stronger, even-though we are now working in a different place.  She is a Cap too, with almost zero similarities with me in terms of love life. I adore her sweet soul and how she always believe in falling in love wholeheartedly, topsy turvy!

Chyntia. Almost like a sist. Been almost 10 years since we crossed path at JW Marriott Jakarta. One of the most strong-headed person I know in life. My first year in Bali was fun-filled with our sun-baking time, before she got married and move back to Jakarta. Her faith and spirit is contagious, chatty (which is why we fit because I am more of a quiet person. Trust me, I share more in writings than in real conversations!)

Aya. This was taken at the recent mock wedding video shooting last week. We do not really hang out but it was a job in Jakarta, back in 2005 that hitched us. We are now working in the same hotel again, laughing on our funny memories back then. She is now a mama of one toddler.

All You Need is Love and Mick Jagger!

It's not a top quality video but please pay attention... 

Can you spot Mick Jagger in the crowd?

I am stoked!

Isaiah

The past months been super tough, and honestly, I was waiting on something that could make at least one of my worries fade. There are things in life I have been carrying around, and no matter how strong I may appear, I can stumble too. So, feeling weary and worry, stressed out and tangled up... I walked home from work and I decided to just be with my mind and read a few verses from the Bible.

You do not have to believe me but as soon as my heart says Amen, I got that call. With a news that's lifting me up so high it makes me want to cry!

I cannot really tell you what it is tho. But it is related with my family's future.

What I am sharing here is that... at one point, one junction, one cliff-edge; you will realize how vulnerable you are, how nothing but Grace can take you where you are today. At least, that's what I am feeling. I am gathering every bits of strength that I have left and giving them all for Him to restore.

I am letting Him to prepare me to soar.

GodInspiresMe

Save me!

Why is that even a question? Of course, the answer is Yes!

ps: Too bad I only find out about it now. But maybe, the cliche 'better late than never' is somehow valid? 

If you are in Japan and want to support this brilliant campaign, click here.

But if you are one Bali residents like me, go to BAWA Bali instead. I kinda left my heart there by the way :')

Kaulah Segalanya- My Everything

I must admit that it has been a while and I am not proud of it. Church is one thing, but talking to You as a friend is one privilege I am not using as often as I should. How I have failed you and been trying to do everything on my own as if I can handle it without your grace.

I look back and all I see is Your amazing work in me. In one sinful and weak soul like me.

I am afraid that I do not thank You enough.

That I am not shining Your love through my actions and my words to all the people around me. Especially because I have all the chance to do so.

Thank you for your sweet reminder. Thank you for always... always taking my call.

I always love our heart to heart talk and I know that should come to you more often.
Just to talk and let you know that You still are and always be... my everything.

Battled the Demons

With my undying faith in Christ running through my thick North-Sumatran blood, I couldn't be anymore prouder to be part of the beauty of Balinese culture and its religious life.

Should you want to learn more about what people really think about this magical 24 hour in silence day, you can read this Insider's Story or to find the reason behind the brave title; battled the demons.

As for now, allow earth to enjoy its well-deserved break.
Selamat Hari Raya Nyepi... 

May only the good spirits be with you.  

(More pictures from the battle)

Bright Skinny Pants. Do or Don't?

I do not have her figure (blame it on Padang food), and my legs sure has meat! But I think I can dare myself to rock on a pair of bright skinny pants.

This year, I am stepping out just a few inches from my classic (if not boring) style. Oh, like trying on a new lipstick color too!

What about you? What fashion dare you decided to do recently or about to?
ps: Solid colored skinny pants below are from Stradivarius .

Acceptance Board

Do you have an inspiration board? I do. But I am not going to share that with you now or maybe ever:) . This board I am going to spill about is a different one.

It's an "acceptance" board. A collage of a few unexpected milestones or ordeals I have experienced in the past- and I chose to accept wholeheartedly. 

My board also includes the one thing that I have been dreaming about since I was 12 years old- but never ever going to happen; being escorted by my Dad to the altar.
I have carefully selected only ones I know I will still be open for a discussion for or up for sharing over a cup of coffee or two (or, make it a bottle of Cab Sav). 
Some others are not; only between my Shepherd and I. 

This is what a wise elderly taught me once...
There are things you cannot change in life. But, once you step into the acceptance phase, you know you are not going to let that rule your happiness and your future out. 

I am in such relief to lay these moments down, not to forget it, but to know that I somehow am wonderfully shaped by them. 
Therefore, I am in acceptance. Are you?

Things I have accepted:')

Let's Talk About Ex

I am not talking about them in a bad way tho... Let's look back for a quick brief just to see what are the things you learn from them. What influences, changes and new things; be it big or small, that those (may not be all) sore losers has given you.

One of mine has a more of broad taste in music and I used to be very reluctant to it. But he once played Coldplay over and over again and it finally got into me to this day.

Another one inherited me with a good enough of knowledge in banking and economy. Which I used to think as pretty blah but now find it very useful.

Then there was this guy. A softy who at that time never seemed to really be able to make up
his mind. I now realize that he taught me about patience, to be more understanding and how to drive a car!

How about you? What lesson(s) have you learned from your ex/exes? Some 'good move' in bed? How to make the most delish taco?

What lessons you decided  to absorb, and what you think you better detach?

I want to know....

Pinterest

Bring it on!

Happy International Women's Day, ladies, girls, sisters...and bitches all around the world!
No heavy or substantial content here in this post but let me tell you, I cannot express how much I love this picture below :))

ps: If you like, you may want to read my previous post on International Women's Day or about how I define feminism, inspired by this brilliant angry girl. 

From here

Evolution of Mom Dancing

First Lady can really dance!

I heart you, Michelle Obama.

Green Eggs and Ham Day

“I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living.” 
― Dr. Seuss

Happy Birthday Dr. Seuss!